sometimes physical pain has a spiritual and emotional meaning
and that’s what’s going on with me right now
Wating for an answer. Yeah, the worst thing in the world is waiting for an answer, because it’s torture. It drains you mentally and even physically. I’d much rather be turned down right now instead of having to wait for so long in this pain. He already let me know he can get any chick he wants. And I know he can. I just hate that he tortures me like this, cause I don’t deserve it. I let him know how I was from the very first time we dated. It just hurts me. It makes me think he’s “punishing” me.